I am FINALLY on the roll of getting things taken care of for me physically, mentally, all togehter Im trying to make a better life for me, my honey, and my little girl.
I finally gor my family physician (whos a whole crock of shite if you ask me) to refer me to a specialist! Its only taken me YEARS to get her to do so.... Uuuugh, This damn disease is sooo annoying. Obviously IM not getting better so let me see someone who knows what he heck theyre doing. Do you guys ever feel like that?
Anyway, I went to see the gastro doc day before yesterday. He gave me some pamphlets on Celiac and we talked a little about it. Nothing really that I didnt already know. He wants to do a colonoscopy (eventhough ive been on a gluten-free diet for over a year), and he also wants to do an upper Gi endoscopy. Any of you had these both done? What are they like? Scarey? Did the phosphasoda make you sick????
Im am soooo scared of the procedures, as well as the possible news I can find out. I want to hear something thats not horrible.... not like colon cancer, stomach cancer or something. My mom and brother both have stomach cancer. Is that possibly hereditary, I mean like my odds, are they higher because they both have it?
I am sooo confused with all of this. I NEED A HUG!!!! I just need to hear that Im not in this alone!!!!
Thanks for listening to me rant and nag.